MY DIARIES :2 MISSING YOU!

Mercy me Lord! Why am I so confused....?

Please solve all the confusions in my life to give me a better insight...

And God wonders that my dear child your insight is getting better and better because of this confusion lead by me in your life.

Why do you think I am writing this,
 is this also because of some confusion...?

May be yes...Or otherwise...Still life remains with my confused attitude to survive.

When do you feel you miss someone...?

How do you feel when you miss someone?

Better not answer this as I remember that when I was barely grown up enough to understand people and relations, I had many accounts of events falling in line to remind me always of me being a person understanding beyond my level of thinking and my age. I had been facing this problem of missing people and things a lot..May be its because I had developed some connections with them or probably I have lost  all the connections with them.

Sometimes yes I felt disgusted but they were some lessons of lifetime. I know better now how to react and how to act at the same time.

But whatsoever I think the truth remains and that is we miss some people when they are highly needed.

According to some known facts people form part of a great journey called life and they throughout the life meet and depart , Although  this are two totally contradicting things.

I want to give you an instance of how much I miss being in life and alive is when  am alone I often try to sing my heart out loud because that's what I am missing the music in my life, sounds strange isn't it...!

School, College, Academy, Clubs, Society etc We have so many institutions around us to meet newer and newer people in life and make memories with them. But few remain undying and safe in memories.

Although we have small incidences of giving someone some memories, we all make some impact in some one's life by the same means of life and incidences of life and that too without knowing the person at all. Many people just understand simple language of expressions, some expression of some people in your life let you remember them throughout your life.

If this is not seeming true then try and remember one incidence where you did not smile when a small child passing by held your fingers and looked up to you straight in your eyes, and don’t you remember the expression of your irate teacher who punished you for not getting your assignment done, or the expression on the face of your parents when you got your degree in your hands, so we all remember these instances and that too with a smile.  Expression is a language to speak.

Express when you feel that the right moment to say is now or never.

 Missing you or missing it is not just the right words always.

* When you are happy then please remember that not all are so happy, quite common notion is to see someone smile and smile so spread the good things whenever you are happy.

Not only are you responsible for maintaining the balance of nature and earth but also the balance of human life events.